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What A Change !!!
I was endowed with a talent to write and so started at a young age but God was absent from everysingle page. The devil had
my mind but I couldn't see cause I was spiritually blind. Although I thought I was lyrically in line, there was something
missing from my rhymes. Something I knew I was destined to find. Disrespecting my parents, running from home, thinking I had
friends when really I was all alone. The world was feeling me, I mean they were really feeling me but when i needed them most,
they dissappeared from me. See, I told y';all I was spiritually blind. Actually when I look at things factually I was also
without any spirituality. Man, my whole life has been a fantasy. Dear Lord, Why are You playing with me? Then He said, No
son, you're playing with yourself and to be honest, you need to get help. Hold up, wait a minute who is that guy talking
to me with that deep voice? I must really be paranoid. Let me hit that blunt again, so I can go to sleep, wake up and hit
the blunt again. And that's how my days went, and that's how my money was spent. But I didn't care cause 95% the time I was
probably bent. Beer. Liquor. Weed. Man, I was really strung out and I couldn't get away from it cause it was there, everywhere
that I hung out. But God never gave up on me. He never quit trying. He saw that my family couldn't get through to me so he
started using his ryhmes. Just something to mess with my mind, until it was time for me to come into the light, time for me
to get right. On July 10th, I was invited to go to church. I didn't really know the guy who asked me, so of course there was
some hesitation. But I went to church anyhow and it was then I caught a revelation. And after service I was called to the
alter, again, there was some hesitation. But there was that deep voice again, He said, I don't fault you and everytime you
fell back haven't I caught you. Then I thought, that must be God, Satan wouldn't want me to repent. So on that day I invited
God into my life and I really meant it. and He's been walking with me every since. Now I'm not claiming to be perfect, but
I can truly say that I am saved and MAN, WHAT A CHANGE!!!
Brandon McGoogan
A.K.A. Knowledge
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